As I am getting closer to race day I want to share a few things …
And don’t forget to click on all the highlighted words … it’s an interactive page, those highlights which will connect you to some videos from my YouTube channel will hopefully give you strength, hope, faith, positivity, energy or
something that will help you be in a better place - even if it is just quick laugh about how
silly I can be!
This is to all of you - those who need that
extra special touch, loving care, thoughtful prayer or the unknown energy that fulfills you with positivity, faith and strength whether it’s mental or physical or both.
Throughout my training I face the
lonliness as well as the companionship with other “crazy” individuals who join me and support me. I enter that space where my
mental capacity is pushing me to
swim,
ride or
run the planned distance, sometimes further and sometimes less or sometimes not at all. Most of the time there is no entertainment or distraction, there is nobody pushing me or motivating me to keep going or to go harder -
IT IS JUST ME!
So, when I do have the pleasure to share some of my training with friends, it is a welcomed change and a pleasure to share this happy place with these special people! And you all know who you are, no matter how little or how much, how slow or fast, you were there with me or before or after or in between, every moment counts!
(To the left is me and Quinky at the border between GA and AL where the Silver Comet & Ladiga Trail meet)
And then there is the weather. If you know me then you will probably shake your head right now, because of my love for that extreme heat! 90F or 30C and up! My hottest 10 miles run was in humid 113F/45C and even though most of it was slightly shaded by trees the last couple of miles were in full sun. I know you believe me when all I could think about was jumping into the
pool! So, when I had a grueling 18 mile run in this summer heat, I made sure to take a quick stop to
refresh my mind and body!
What I’m trying to say is that when you face hours by yourself, that is when you really get to know yourself! That’s when you find your stillness & your turmoil, your strength & your weakness, your power & your fragility, your energy & your exhaustion! You get to know the raw and fragile YOU! Listen to your body to achieve your goals! It is also the time when your mind wonders and one connects with
God and nature. That is where I find a lot of my strength from. It is this
inexplicable trust that leads one to be able to do the impossible or unreachable. It literally is as it says in
Philippians 4:13 “I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.” And then there is
shinrin-yoku, it’s a Japanese practice and it translates to forest bathing. It involves spending time in a forest or in nature immersing oneself in its sights, sounds and smells.
As I am approaching my next race - the full
Ironman - which will be the longest race I have done so far, I want you all to know that is not
just for me. It is not to proof to myself that I am capable of it but more so to remain faithful and give the thought and energy that I am going to need to complete this race to people that are close to my heart, people that that I love, and especially those who need that little “
extra” this year!
IM CHOO (Ironman Chattanooga) is dedicated to JM’n’V!
Here is to you and to fighting for your wellness!
- Take care of your own body - it's the only place you have to live!
Knowing that my husband will be waiting at the finish line for me will make want to finish. And JM’n’V will be there in my mind to give me the extra willpower to push through to the end. God willing this energy will transfer to those individuals to help them through their battles of cancer, tumor, mental health & eating disorders. I will be thinking of you, fighting for you, swimming for you, cycling for you, running for you & praying for you! I have no idea what kind of emotions I will face. But if you know me, then you know that the little details matter to me. So with all the big thoughts and the main support in mind trust that there will be so many small details & small thoughts about you that will push me! And the small detail in here: JMV are capital letters, adults and the n is a child or teenager. Throughout my training I have spent time praying for these individuals, thinking about them and also feeling blessed that I have the strength and willpower to fight for them or with them.
Every
race has been completely different. But knowing that this race is me supporting those four individuals who are struggling with their health and maybe not even able to do some of the normal things let alone a race like the full Ironman, I know that when the “darkness” creeps in and the struggle becomes real I will have the
faith to keep going! Because this is for you!
I’m powered by YOU, and I’m powered in PINK! As you can tell, it’s not just part of my outfit, but also my helmet and not to forget the POWER on wheels, my Quinky, named after QuintanaRoo and Pinky.
However, that pink Mohawk will sadly not be part of my long race, it is a little bit too heavy to be wearing for 112 miles in mostly aero position. So here I raise the question … Should I color my own hair magenta pink again? Comment to let me know!
YOU matter! Keep fighting & stay strong!
In health, Kiki 🩶